Let’s face it unless you have one or are involved in the treatment of someone with it, there is very little chance that you are aware of spinal cord injuries. We all have heard about life-threatening accidents and diseases such as cancer, HIV/AIDS, and the most recent Ebola virus. Thankfully enough has been written about them which has increased awareness and sensitivity on the topic.
Spinal cord injury (SCI), on the other hand, may seem like a black box too many. You can see that the injured person is not able to move hands or legs voluntarily. ‘Paralysed’ is an easier way of looking at it (extremely useful at airport security checks, where you have to explain the condition quickly) since it is a commonly used term. However, there is a lot under the hood.
What is a spinal cord injury?
I’ll tell you how I’ve come to understand it.
The spinal cord is home to a lot of nerves. These nerves carry signals from the brain to different parts of the body and organs so that they can carry out the desired function. For example, moving your toe up and down or peeing when you want to. The nerves also communicate sensations from the body to the brain, such as burning if you put your finger in hot water or pain if you get a cut on your ankle. There are millions of nerves connecting the brain with different parts of the body and muscles.
After a SCI, the nerves get fractured. A fracture means that the brain is no longer able to communicate through the nerves. No communication => paralysis below the level of injury; neck, upper back or lower back.
Now, if one gets a fracture on the forearm, it can be usually put together with a few plates, screws and a cast that will keep it in the same position – allowing the bone to regenerate and ultimately join. Further, it will help if you visualize a million nerves neatly tucked inside your spinal cord (yes, that backbone which runs from behind your neck till your lower back). Even once the nerves regenerate, there is no guarantee that each one of those will connect with their corresponding counterparts. It is difficult for doctors to prognose complete recovery.
This animated video is also pretty cool when it comes to simplifying and explaining SCI. For more detailed reading there’s always Wikipedia and a host of online resources.
The real deal
A spinal cord injury is just the beginning. The real deal starts after that. No control over parts of the body below the injury; for me, it’s everything below the shoulders – this makes moving around and doing things by oneself extremely difficult, even turning over from one side of the bed to another. Not being able to use hands and fingers – this is probably the most annoying. Just notice how many times and for all the different kind of activities that you use your hand and fingers throughout the day – and then imagine not being able to use your hands.
No control over bowel and bladder – one has to learn to manage them over a period of time. Spasticity/ tightness of muscles resulting from less movement of hands and legs – comes in the way of body movement; e.x. if I sit for a long period or if the temperature is cold, my legs get spastic – the muscles tighten, legs try to become straight and I have to keep them from leaving the foot-rest else my chances of slipping from the wheelchair increases.
Situations that can develop into serious problems if one doesn’t take enough care: pressure sores (no sitting or lying down in the same position for a very long time), urinary tract infections (maintaining hygiene, drinking enough water and healthy citrusy drinks), low blood pressure, difficulty in breathing for some and many more.
The objective of listing all these is not to make the world of SCI sound gloomy. Consider this as a sneak peek that will help you see the other side. Also, not everyone faces each one of these situations. Some of it depends on the level of injury but most of it depends on being aware and taking precautions.
There’s still a lot under the hood. I haven’t even touched upon matters of the mind. Accepting the injury, sad at not being able to do things by oneself, the guilt of being a burden on your loved ones, low self-esteem and confidence, irritation when so many things around us are not accessible, end of privacy, the need for someone to watch over all the time and so on.
It’s not easy to deal with all of the above. Being aware is the first step and the rest follows.
I’m fortunate to have many wise people who have found their way into my life, friends and family that remind me of “this too shall pass”, “things will get easier eventually”, “we are in this with you” and “it’s all in the mind”. If I had to pick the most important experience and take away that would be “things may seem impossible, but you can make them possible – and the trick is extremely simple, just keep trying”. The energy-enthused physiotherapists (they deserve a sooper special post, I’ll write about it soon) and the support system at rehab centres such as the Indian Spinal Injuries Centre worked like magic for me. Not sure how long it would have taken for me to visualize the world of possibilities otherwise.